2005-11-29 - 10:03 p.m.

lizard and i went on an atkins binge!! i used to gas on people who would live off of supressing, life condensed bars in strange flavors that are only subtle touches of sin.

i had a very rouggh day today. more in p.

but guess what, yesterday night i was at home depo i regret to say (hate superstores, please rent store wars or the high cost of low cost documentary). and i was getting supplies for a girls night dork out project that somehow several friends really want to do with me. nutters. they'll be sorry.

so then. bought stuff. wondered into winter wonderland. to the tree lot. the smell of douglas firs. the smell of green. of the times walking the lots with my dad, feeling like it was my private time with him. as he walked back and forth and back and forth for sometimes hours picking out the perfect one. perfect.

wait gotta go