2005-09-03 - 7:32 p.m.

thx u guys.

my day had actually gotten worse.

rushed to eat. hated what i ate. wanted desperately to throw it up. then i went to lizards work to get my bday treatment and i had to talk my finger from entering my throat. so i didn't throw up. i walked into her room and in one glance she knew.

"are you alright?" she asked gently.

"no." as i sat in her estatician chair and could do nothing but put my head on the table and sob uncontrollably.

shit my friend is here.

but it all turned out okay. well that's still to be seen.
we did the sweat, now off to the party..
more later :*0
lots of lessons. imperfection...feeling quiet perfect.

all my l.