2005-08-17 - 8:13 a.m.

i'm feeling a lot better today. went on a walk on the beach last night. woke up so excited i couldn't sleep by five a.m. walk in the morning. breakfast. and it's only 8am. and i get to do my favorite thing in the entire world, sit, read, caffienate myself and write. o joy.

i don't ever *ever* want to wake from this dream.

i don't know how i'll ever come home.