2005-05-26 - 5:14 p.m.

2nd of the day...

i am so happy.

i am so tired.

i've been just ridiculous with happiness today. i was driving from the valley to malibu, going through the saturated green hills bathed with sun when i curved one hill and there, billowing clouds were flowing down the hill like streams of water, actually moving like rapids in some places. just so stunning.

i got into the tradeshow!!!!!!!!

jezuz. and the promise i made to jezuz was that *this* time if i got in i swore up a whore that i would take the time to celebrate. that this time i would really annunciate it!!

lizard and i haven't spent any qt, so i'm taking her on a suurrrprize. first i was going to take us to some ghetto factory massage place that's cheap with florescent lighting that i can afford. but then when i called her to tell her i'd be kidnapping her shortly, i found the state of her nation. terrible. just a shit week. car wreck, boyfriend foibles, so i upped the dolly and booked to supreme ladies of leisure at the best spa with the oranges in your water and everything. delish! costly too. ouch. but that's what bank loans are for!

the american way.

spend before the check even arrives.

the only bad thing is that she'll probably spend the time crying about how sweet it is and how she can't accept. i only wish we had more ching to do this more often.

i'm soo excited, electro just said absolutely yes that he'd go to the mean girl wedding with me!! i have an official partner in crime. the only prob. is that he might have feelings for me... that'd confuse things.

:*)