2004-03-18 - 6:55 p.m.

oh boy. i swear i have some odd disease that is overtaking my energy and leveling me out.

flat.

maybe i'm fighting something off. lizard had to babysit me as i started to feel better. i think i needed a cry.

i tried to get out of my date tonight after he pulled typical verbage reminiscent of dating in highschool, but he railed me in with this honest-ish puppy dog disappointment.

i wish i had energy as i'd like to go to this party "the girl" is going to and i told nyc to go etc. put them on the list. but i'm just not up.

i wonder if i have some disease or if i'm just run down. what is a disease that exhausts you?

ms?

mercury poisening?

what???