2004-03-10 - 10:38 p.m.

so. here we are. i just finished a two hour long client session. it's 10.30pm and i have to now put together my entire portfolio for tomorrows meeting, which i'm nervy on.

and tonight i'm not feeling rebelliously inspired to smoke and work all night. i quit my haphazard habit. how fucking irritating. and i hate when someone else has all the power to decide whether something will go well or not. because i'm a control freek and hate anyone having anything over me.

i can't wait to move rapidly forward with this work. i'm so into this. it's a high.