2004-02-19 - 6:28 p.m.

i'm all talk and no yalk.

k.

so i'm mtg the turk tonight.

really concerned about this. it's fun to play the part of the boy and pick the place and 'take her out'. it's the control thing.

but fuck. i'm actually profoundly shy about this. i really don't know if i can handle it.

i'm horridly shy. what the fuck am i gettting into!!

i can't wait to tell you all about it.