2003-12-22 - 5:31 p.m.

i'm sooo excited. 40 is taking me on our first date and he's taking me to the spa for massages, then the bookstore, then dinner!!! wow. 3 of my favorite things to do. i can't believe it. i'm getting princessed a bit. i never get princessed. i get treated like a tough girl equal. lizard is the one that gets princessed. that great guy she went out with, he sent her flowers the next day.

he's late to pick me up. i'll let you know how it goes. i'm all nervous cuz i feel ugly. he's coming down to see my ghetto pad now!!! he lives in a gorg in malibu. i'm so nervous.

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