2003-03-20 - 7:46 a.m.

my last two updates didn't fuckin post.

a quicky, i broke up with the surfer a couple days ago. it's hurt a lot, he said everything that i said to ben when he broke up. it's felt wierd. i miss him like hell. but we fought all the time. alll the time.

n.o.w.

all i have to say...

i'm fucking enraged. the general just said this operation is not connected to al quada. hmm, isn't that what your boys were trying to convince our country of. they assume suck ignorance and apathy among us. are they right? should we let them be right?

i think that prick bush should be impeached, that the international community should arrest him for going against international law and starting this attack. AND FUCK CALLING IT A FREEDOM FIGHT OR A LIBERATION. that is called spin. it's called living in a government that acts like red muther fuckin china.

check your facts. we employed saddam. osama. we paid them lots of green backs for many years. our government has been protecting the saudi royal family for years in exchange for oil. saddam and osama want to overthrow that royalty and take the land. we want cheap access to oil. it used to be called standard oil. we have never sucessfully put any country into democracy but any force of 'liberation'. again the assumption that we care more about our painted nails and way of high living than the facts.

noam chompsky, micheal moore and this author leonard or something on npr having amazing information. leonard particularly, as a historian, on the past ties.

its hard for me to do much. everything else seems small. i'm driving up to san francisco today. and i'm hesitant to leave home with all this hypocriscy and insanity going on.

one thing, it has made me more active politically and i've noticed people starting to get smart. learn the history, think for themselves, independent of the 'knowledge' that the government bought news spoon feeds them. be conscious about where you get your info. be proactive.

i for one am attending every single protest, writing every single letter and calling the media to let them know that this voice exists.

has anyone asked the question why we get to have weapons of mass destruction, and yet no one else? has anyone asked where the fuck the money in our depressive economic state will come to fund this war? simply, economists are predicting a complete drain, not to mention the extra funding we now need to protect ourselves in the country from the new rash or terrorism as a result of our aggresssions. and all the payoffs to turkey among others to force them on our side. is that any 'alliance'?

impeach the coke whore ignoramous. before he was elected, growing up, he never even set foot outside this country, and now he thinks he gets to decide what happens in lands he could never attempt to understand?

impeach.

impeach.

impeach.