2001-09-11 - 12:00 a.m.

mental state: like a big juicy fatburger.

i'm feeling ok now. and that is yards away from how i was feeling earlier.

i found something

b.a.d

about my new automotive purchase. something i don't even want to talk about right now.

so i'm feeling sick and too full, bulemic postcards on my body, reminding me that anxiety of this resolve resides in my stomach.

and i gave away my three last asahi's from the party. and i'm not drinking and i am not throwing up and sometimes that is all i feel like i have at the base of it all.

but like that lill brat said, 'the sun'll come out tomorrow'...