2001-09-11 - 10:36 a.m.

like i said. we never know when it's our last day on this island.

i'm so sorry for those who have lost loved ones.

i personally am a firm believer in seperatism. we are in other peoples backyards, pissing them off. let's just say no one wants to blow up australia, they bother no one, try to save no one else's political problems and they don't bomb countries over oil. and absolutely NO ONE wants to bomb them. i'm really really thinking of moving there and if i could just get my family and one or two friends to go, i'd be outta here in a week.

i love america, but i don't love what we do. and bush is alienating us from our only ally's by going back on our word with the missle defense system that doesn't even work. we are going back on our word of peaceful dis-armament. the world is mad. i felt it everywhere i traveled. i saw postcards in melbourne about saying no to being our ally and letting us set up a missle base there because of us going back on our word.

i feel like this is some nightmare and i'll wake up. i guess our dollar is plunging internationally. i'm glad i'm not out travelling still. my money would be worth nothing, and i may be stuck. it's also a bit scary being in LA, a mmajor metropolis. i don't know what to do today, i can't job shop. i am so shocked i can barely move. everythings closed.

my kitty 'hollywood' keeps snuggling me. he knows collective consciousness. it reminds me of the point. the simple spirit of love. angels be fierce today, spread love, it's all we've got.