2001-08-08 - 3:05 p.m.

bali 3pm

wow it's different here. and it's made me very quiet with wonder.

i feel like i've been traveling non stop, without any comforts. i went on the boat from the small island paradise to the mainland and every one was sick with the waves, getting barf bags, as i sat licking my chocolate icecream watching them.

i hated phuket, it's like cancun. over run with thirsty white boys of all obnoxious ages. the beach was even ugly. i flew out that night to bangkok and stayed in the strangest place. first we drove through industrial declay to a local spot in a college. it was dorms, it was a spot thta raised money for women's programs, ei rape...

i was glad to support it. i got in a fight with my taxi driver about taking me there. he said it's not nice, but up to you. up to you.

as if there was some other fucking option, like up to him. pig. i got out of the taxi and he said i don't like you and i said well i don't like you.

nice night.

i'm overwhelmed. i'm going to check out the waves. and hopefully make a go of it. i can't believe myself.

every fucking block there are KNOCK OUT MEN. like i'm going to stare at you your so hot, men. i'm going to have fun here.

cheers, l