2004-01-24 - 5:49 p.m.

so i made out pretty well.

a radical auto.

a trip to seattle.

and i picked up on a very eligible boy at the dealership.

hhehhehehehehhehe. laughing all the way to the bank.

i'm so skattered lately. i've been up all night making my creations. and it feels sooooo good. that's what i was dying to do all that time i was dining on nyc. i'm finally spinning within the center of me. platetonic shifts are making suddle movements with in me.

i love my new environmental job. i started out not liking it, but now i love it and today they made me an executive board member.

nyc has called, for anyone following that drama. and now i've let go of most of the power of it. i still haven't seen him. ; but i'm enjoying the suspence of life. i'm enjoying the slow unrolling. like dinner with the german who has a lady. just taking in his elegance and his sensuality by listening to him talk. not doing anything urgent and phsyically tangled. it's an art that i'm delving into.

lizard and i are going out tonight to cause a semi rucus. we're goign to a japanese party. sake, gowns and such. then to an art dj jparty that should kick. i'm very much looking forward to suddle adventure. watching. taking in. memorizing. minute motions.

next i have a 2 hour client...arggg. and i've been in mtgs alllll day. fuck me hardly.

much love!